The tune DMX wrote on your rage: “Sometimes people want to feel worse”

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DMX launched his third album …And Then There Was X in 1999 off the again of the profitable It’s Darkish and Hell Is Sizzling and Flesh of My Flesh, Blood of My Blood. The LP was recorded between Hit Manufacturing unit Standards in Miami and Powerhouse in New York Metropolis, and was nominated for Greatest Rap Album on the Grammy Awards in 2001.

Launched on Def Jam, the album was house to his hit singles ‘Party Up (Up in Here)‘ and ‘What These Bitches Want’, in addition to the Irv Gotti-produced ‘What’s My Identify?’ DMX, who was recognized for his aggressive rapping fashion earlier than his loss of life in 2021, used the latter tune as a method to channel his rage.

“Let me see, that was the third album,” he recalled to GQ. “In Miami, we recorded the joint and Irv brought me that beat. Irv Gotti brought me that beat. We were almost finished with the album. He was like, ‘Yo, I got the fucking banger for you.’ So he put it on, I was like, ‘Ooh!’ That shit’s crazy. I wrote that kinda fast, too.”

DMX’s anger is on full show all through the tune, rapping within the second verse, “Make cowards disappear into thin air/ By puttin’ shit through ’em/ Never comin’ back/ Last time you saw that n*gga/ Is the last time you’ll see that n*gga/ No more deaths/ ‘Cause in a minute you gon’ have grandma bein’/ The only family member left.”

The Yonkers rapper admitted that he constantly felt anger beneath the surface regardless of showing to have a very good time. As a substitute of attempting to make himself really feel higher, DMX embraced the sensation as a method to keep away from being taken benefit of in life.

“I’m angry all the time,” he stated. “It was a good time, I had a lot of fun down there in Miami, third album. When I get in that studio, it’s a whole other situation. It’s like, ‘Fuck you, suck my dick, fuck outta here, bitch arse n*gga, I’ll kill you.’ It’s kinda who I am.”

He continued, “Sometimes people wanna to feel worse. You don’t always wanna feel better. However you wanna feel, there should be a song that helps you feel that way that you can just ride to and feel like you wanna feel. Who wants to be happy all the time? You’ll get taken advantage of all the time.”

Throughout an interview with Spin journal, DMX was requested how he can go from rapping, “I’m not a nice person/ Suck my dick,” on ‘What’s My Identify?’ to working with youngsters with AIDS.

“I am a thug. But a real thug got heart,” he stated. “A thug will do anything to get his, but he wants to help his people. I don’t want to see any kid that reminds me of me or my family when I was younger—all hungry or needing shit. When fake thugs talk, the pretty bitch shit comes out: I get my nails done, I got jewels, look at my shoes. Fuck that.”

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