Selena Gomez Says She Contemplated Suicide, Went to 4 Treatment Centers

Selena Gomez is opening up much more about her struggles with bipolar dysfunction … revealing she had suicidal ideas and checked into 4 totally different remedy facilities.

She says, “I feel once I began hitting my early twenties is when it began to get actually darkish, once I began to really feel like I used to be not in command of what I used to be feeling, whether or not that was actually nice or actually unhealthy.”

In the Rolling Stone interview, Selena additionally recounts having excessive highs and lows for weeks or months, earlier than understanding her bipolar analysis. At instances she would have signs of mania like feeling the necessity to purchase everybody in her life a automobile so she might share her “gift” — however then she’d fall right into a deep state of despair and never be capable of get off the bed.

And in her darkest moments, she stated … “I believed the world can be higher if I wasn’t there.” After a 2018 episode, she says she ended up on a ton of meds, which helped her psychosis, however made her really feel in contrast to herself.

She additionally touched on all of the fan-stirred drama, the place followers accused Hailey Bieber of stealing her ex, Justin Bieber … saying it made her really feel unhealthy about herself.

In the previous, she says this kinda incident might’ve set her again for months … however this time it was subtle with kindness.

You’ll recall, Selena and Hailey posed with each other final month at an occasion — seemingly placing the whole mess behind them.

Selena offers a deeper look into her life in her new doc “Selena Gomez: My Mind & Me.” It premiered Wednesday evening in L.A. … and stars corresponding to Olivia Rodrigo, Camila Cabello and Billie Eilish have been all in attendance.